STACY THE RED NOSED REINDEER

i forgot to mention my observation of my nose and face this morning. i've switched cpap masks at least once, maybe twice before because it made my nose red when i'd wear it. my nose is STILL red but i don't really think it's because of the mask (it may just be my allergies). HOWEVER it DID cause a little imprint and two little red marks on my nose. i think i had it on last night for a while and seen that it was marking up my nose when i went to the bathroom at night and i didn't put the mask back on after the bathroom but it's STILL imprinted in my nose along with the red marks. so i'll just continue to struggle to get sleep until i can actually get a damn mask that won't mark my nose up. damn genetics. i read to see if a person could get cataracts from tattoo'd eyeliner and they said that cataracts are genetic. my grandma had cataracts (and also tattoo'd eyeliner) and i was trying to see if she got them from her tattoo'd eyeliner but it said they were genetic and tattoo'd eyeliner wasn't connected to cataracts. *CLAPS* MORE SHIT TO LOOK FORWARD TO!.. seeing as i also got apnea genetically. i haven't found anything passed down genetically that actually puts me at an advantage yet. call me "ungrateful" or wtf you need to look good to your in-laws but until you were kicked by your dad because your mom used your body as a shield to block the kicks- WHATEVER THE HELL YOU HAVE TO SAY DOESN'T MEAN A DAMN THING TO ME. my flashback dreams along with the multiple bowel surgeries i've had in my life PROVE IT. if you condone this shit and say i'm crazy- you clearly don't care about ME as a person and you should stop reading my blog and talking to and/or about me. i'm not some source of entertainment for losers who don't have anything better to do rather than read what's going on with people they don't like or care about. go screw yourselves, flying monkeys.